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Name: Tasnuva
Location: Teaneck, New Jersey, United States
Birthday: 12/11/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Poetry, pyschology, astronomy**, writing, books, guitars, Islam, hanging out, weirdnessss, strangenesssss, ha, solitude, the paranormal, music - A.F.I., Chevelle, Linkin Park, Killswitch Engage, Led Zeppelin, BIlly Talent, Staind, Fall Out Boy, SlipKnot, Evanescence, Lacuna Coil, Radiohead, Metallica, Black Sabbath, Coheed and Cambria, From Autumn To Ashes, Alexisonfire, Judas Priest, Megadeath, Anti-Flag, THursday, Thrice, Alkaline Trio, The Mars Volta, Marilyn Manson, The WHite Stripes, Underoath, Tool, System of a Down, the Beatles, and many many many other bands.. <3 Music = my life.. my therapy. words.
Expertise: Everything.. i'm a nerd, yes that does include sex! ;] LOL!
j/p ahhaha no i'm an expert at..
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AIM:  Bengalirockachik
Member Since:
5/17/2005
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| I live in a fucking crazy house. My parents are fucked up. gosh. seroiusly, i can't take listenin to her VOICE! oh my gosh. there's a limit to how much ppl can fight. the worst part is that if i ever wanna get outta the house its like i OWE HER SOMETHING?! oh my gosh. she fucking threw away all my mail too.. i mean i wuda thrown out half of em neway cuz i've got TONS AND TONS of college stuff.. haven't heard of 80 percent of the colleges.. but i did get something from Wesleyan, Temple, Univ. of Miami, Boston.. yesterday I briefly glanced at this postcard from Columbia University to come attend some of their college programs.. but i didn't get to look through my mail (it was on the top of the pile of mail) and she threw away all of it.. i didn' even get to look through em. I just wanna compare the colleges n see what kinda colelges are interested in me.. so i can find some safety colleges and stuff u kno ? my mom is a fuckin' bitch i swear EVERYTHING REVOLVES ARE HER AND IT ALWAYS HAS SINCE I WAS A KID! I'VE ALWAYS BEEN HELPING HER THROUGH HER SHIT AND NOW SHES IN WORSE SHIT THAN BEFORE AND ITS ALL HER FAULT BUT SHE MAKES IT THAT WE ALL HAFTA LOOK AFTER HER AND THAT SHES THE ONLY ONE WHO DOES ANYTHING! FUCK HER! I CAN'T WAIT TO LEAVE THIS SHIT! I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I CAN OR NOT SINCE SHE NEVER GAVE A FUCK ABOUT ME AND NEVER SAVED UP MONEY FOR COLLEGE AND SHE DOESN' WANT ME TO GET A FUCKIN JOB CUZ IT WOULD GET IN THE WAY OF SCHOOL WORK WHICH WOULD AFFECT WHAT COLLEGE I GO TO WHICH AFFECTS WHAT KIND JOB I GET, HOW MUCH MONEY I MAKE, AND THE GUY I MARRY!!!!!
WTF SHES A HYPOCRITICAL BITCH FUCK HER I'M TRYIN TO DO SOME CISCO HW AND SHE DOESN GIVE A FUCK! I'M TRYIN TO SHOW HER SOME SUMMER PROGRAMS I WANNA TAKE AS EXTRAS SO MY COLLEGE TRANSCRIPT LOOKS GOOD AND SO I CAN GET A HEADSTART BUT ALL SHE CARES ABOUT IS HOW HER LIFE SUCKS AND I DON'T CARE ANYMORE SHE CAN HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN I DONT CARE ANYMORE SHES DOING IT TO HERSELF. I DON'T HAFTA STAY HOME AND LISTEN TO THIS SHIT. I NEED TO ESCAPE. FUCK HER.
If i point anything out to her she says that i talk too much. its because i tell her the truth. fuck her. i hate her. i can't wait to fuckin' leave this place behind i have no family, my moms a bitch, my dad is sick, my bro is ina government-run program and i do love him but hes autistic and cant help me even though hes 21 as of january. i don't have anyone. fuck this i can't ignore all this shit anymore gosh she thinks i don't have issues or pressure or stress and high school is fuckin' easy and i dont hafta hang out with my friends and that i shudn' be worryin about collge right now. i FUCKIN HATE HER OMG IM SO TIRED OF THIS SHIT FUCK HER I HOPE SHE DOES HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN SO I CAN COMMIT HER AND I DONT HAFTA CARE OR GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HER ANYMORE. FUCK HER. | | |
| pissed offf... man ppl r so unreliable. yes im talking about genise | | |
| new pic. bored. confused. mostly bored. ugh. idk.. | | |
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